深夜里的痛

When you do the thing you like is passion. 

When you do the thing you dislike is tension.

深夜里，做着千万个不想做的工。。还有一些梦想计划也没人可指点，亲爱的也没把它放在心上，没上心，心中有莫明的伤感与失落，好多思虑，好想放弃，好情绪化哦……

没法子……

只好靠自己啦！或许更美好的东西在等待着我！❤️

Character - Change or stay on?

How to reduce unhappiness? I seem getting serious in this....

Environment forced and twisted my character? Because to achieve that desire result? Should I continue to twists my character or should I stay more firm and strong to change my character? 

Or should I just to being myself in order to get back my happiness?